24 Hours Out...

Here I am, 24 hours until surgery. I am sure there are things that I should be feeling, but all I really feel at the moment is a vapid numbness.

Have you ever found yourself in a situation, and had to really scratch your head as to how you ever ended up there? Living life means making choices. The series of choices that led me here though... Well, I just never could have imagined being in this place, in this moment.

No regrets though. None. 

I am so thankful for everyone who came out for my BoobDay party this weekend. It was so much fun to giggle and play with so many people who are so very dear to me. I am especially thankful for my sister Jamie for having made the trip to spend time with us. And I am also thankful for Rumchata.

And don't worry folks, THOSE pictures will never make their way on to the Internet!

Surgery is scheduled for 8:45 tomorrow morning at Kaiser. It's supposed to take about 3 hours. I will stay in the hospital for about 24 hours, and then will get sent home with bottles of Norco and Valium. Talk about numb, lol! 

My daughter Kansas has a cold and I am avoiding excessive contact with her, which is really, really hard! Any kind of respiratory situation like that would certainly delay surgery and that would be so difficult. I am so ready to get this over with and begin this new chapter, free of the worry of breast cancer!